ROmance

Everytime i think of my miss right,i will think of how useless and naive I am.I really do hope she is the most prettiest and carring girl i ever had.But how come she is not coming to me.I really hope she could everytime thinks of me,at least spend some little time with me,share our romance, and could give wut i cant give to her.If she could be that..Thakx god she is mine..Im waiting ,waitin and waiting...and i hope she will come to me one day even i am old and almsot to my heaven path..

beggining my journey

Now I start to indulge myself into the true world.Believing in people for trusting me, having supporters that lights my life up.Although its not my lover who did this but I am grateful that they are friends that try their best to make me a better person. I no longer feel left out .Starting to think what i should think and say wut i should say.This really give me hope to change.
What is my next journey is to have better understanding friends , supporting me always , giving me hope and not to judge a person.Well no one is perfect i know but their is possibility to have such friends.
but I am waiting and finding the person who really knows and care for me.I hope that i will give my best to be her side forever and to live a happy life eternity. This is what I am planning.But studies comes first most importantly.

use your key!

Secrets are meant to be hide,lies need to be told,selfishness need to be there.All these are sinful but it depends how we manage.
We open our door based on the' keys" given to us.Use it wisely!Our success , love, reality are all based on the keys given to us . Dont be shy or scared to use it.Once the door is open it shows the answer what and how are we going to be.
This surely brings up our 3 main inner strengths that are spirit,soul and body.With spirit in believing wut u goin to succeed will determine how strong our soul and body are.

my right

Time past very fast and I still haven keep myself to the right track.Being so lonely,no one understands me and not mentally enthusiastic makes me so stagnant .I wish one day I could find a person I really fall in love with and its hard to love a person you really want her to be and ends up your hope falls deep in the earth crust.
Y cant I be those romeo and juliet ,sharing their romance ,passion, heart and life together.I wish I could be one of them.Its been so long this feeling runs in my mind but I couldn't find those who I want to be with and to understands me,care for me and to accept who I am.
I now put my hope on fate and more importantly I have to keeps my life happy and cheerful always.I do hope my miss right wil come to me.I promise she will be my true love I will really cherish my whole life with.Hope is not a dream !

Exam

Erggh!Cant bear with it .Every night every morning need to face the book.Almost a complete nerd.All the equations from plus t divide,differentiate to integrate ,A to Z.Wow really driving me crazy with so many equations to memorize and to understand.Looks blur! But even if u see a the first glance of it you might want to close your notes and back to sweet dreams.Well no choice.Have to take it anyway.Wish I could answer most of the question..Fuhhhh!!!!Taking a deep breath

My life

Its all been a gloomy day for me.Feeling sad,hatred,jealous, and anger.Well it's been a great confuse to my life and to hardly understands myself fully.I have come to a place where I am different from many people.I could not bare it as I want to be just like them , charismatic , passionate,steady and friendly .These all brings hardship to my life. i need to find a solution until I met someone who englightens me when I fall and to understand me when I am lonely.I really hope to change and someday form a stable and loving family.Hard is full of evil.I just need time to deal with it and to change the bad emotion and orientation I have.Having support and to believe in God is the main success to change my life.And I;m trying now.I will indeed!